You know why they call the ride, a merry go round...
It’s because it makes the children, young and old, merry and happy.
Just the opposite of a misery go round.
This goes back a few years ago.
I would be watching TV and a commercial for the Schick Center for alcohol treatment, would come on...
I couldn’t turn the channel fast enough.
What might happen if my wife saw this ad, and put 2 and 2 together, and questioned me if I might have a need?
Even more to point, it made me act out denial, to myself, like yeah, I can really fool myself....
And I wondered why this merry go round I was riding wasn’t making me merry.....
Oh, I could fool myself, boy howdy, but it took more and more booze to do it.....
The more I told myself, others, or turned the channel quicker....
Didn’t change the truth to what I was, or doing, no matter what I said, or did.
I was the last person to see, what everyone else, saw clearly