justin_o_guy2
Serious Thumper
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What happened?
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East Texas, 1/2 dallas/la.
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I don't have words to express the discomfort reading that did to me. I can't even watch America's Funniest Home Videos, because seeing people fall or get hit just HURTS me. I can't imagine what opening a door on an eighteen wheeler and finding dead and dying people would do. I hadda get in and shut off a car that had flipped and the passenger was dead. I shouldn't have looked. I didn't sleep through a night for months. I have great respect for METs, doctors, coroner's, anyone who deals with suffering...
You're in a position to do good. I hope you are able to avoid allowing what you deal with causing you to harden your heart. I watched a doctor lose his family. I SUSPECT that the day in, day out, dealing with people, sick and suffering, he had to wall off his heart enough to just deal with the problems, but not allow himself to feel.
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