raydawg
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It was a few years ago. I asked on this forum what I should do re: friends, who moved by us after having visited. Our relationship goes back over two decades.
My wife was a pediatric nurse, and upon her ( Annmarie's ) first new born well check, my wife noticed they lived in the same neighborhood as us. Our friendship sprung from Annmarie's entry into this life, one might say.
I solicited advice (here) about what I might do regarding Annmarie's broken parole agreement with the state of Nevada, that her parents agreed to, when they brought her here to the island after serving time for robbery ( of relatives ).
Without going into all the ugly details of her drug use ( heroine ) and how they refused to quit enabling her, it matters no more now.....
The coroner left a few hours ago with her body, only 23 years old.
Rob ( her dad ) told me just weeks ago it really should not be anybodies business if someone wants to do drugs. I did not reply, you can't reason with that.
My heart breaks for them this morning after we got a call last night with their frantic voice exclaiming we were needed.
It was too late.
It was treated as a crime scene as no one saw her die.
Better to have her die at home than in some alley, but the results are the same nevertheless.....
She ( Annmarie ) upon return of one of her 3 jail stints ( and that is only in the 2 years she lived here ) she turned on our youngest onto pot.
He didn't like it, came home, and never had anymore association with her after that. Her parents allowed her to smoke pot, drink booze, and cigarettes, tho it was against her parole.
I can't help but wonder if by relaxing our objections to drug use, are we inadvertently condoning it at the expense of someone who will travel the same road as Annmarie......
I know the arguments, so please refrain, I only pose a question and wonder.
As a weak being I know addictions, the pull, the lies, and the resulting hell, but I knew only one person can change it, me.
It is self medicating, the placing a band-aid over a gaping wound, useless. The sore will fester and consume your body until death, one way or another.
We live in a society where victimhood seems to exonerate all responsibility, even subsidizing it to a point of enabling.
We have removed, or allowed considerations for absolutes, and then blame the instruments for death and destructions for causing such evil results.
I wish I could fancy a repair and remedy to all, I can't......
My heart breaks, it steals my joy, and I look outward at the things that contribute to demise. I am humane too, I wish answers.
Annmarie, if you are still abounding in this cosmos, I am sorry. I wish you had shared your demons with others, bringing darkness to light is the only truth that will overcome, as love will conquer hate, in the end.
Peace....
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