She was in the lobby when the plane hit because her train was late arriving. None of her coworkers survived. That guilt ate away at her for years. She came close a few times those 1st couple years. Pills, car accident etc.
On Sept. 10th each year after I kept her on the phone all night long if nobody was with her. One time we talked for 17 hours.
She pulled through. Some people didn't.
I try not to complain about late trains.