Open your heart, not your head, it will only try to affirm that of which it knows, wants, to stay away from uncertainty, which scares folks, and drives fear, as examples by hate we see all around the world.

What are you afraid of by asking God into your life....being rejected, denied?

He never would, never, you do not have to be perfect, or even sure, you can still dialogue with God even if you tell Him you are not even sure if He is real.....

Just talk to Him.

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