Buddy.....
Remember the Lord's way is not always so obvious to us, at times.
What might seem a trial, and a burden, at the moment......
Taxing us to a point of surrender our joyousness,
Is opportunity for our witness to be highlighted in such a manner that one who might be soullessly wandering, and looking for direction in their life......
See it in you and your wife, through what you guys are having to endure.
I can't tell you how hard it was for my wife and I, for over a decade, to have to deal with the real effects physically, with injuries we suffered ( mostly her ) from matters beyond our control that runs smack to the question of
fairness in life, etc.....
But decades later now, to hear from folks who were "watching" us, and how we were a inspiration.....
WHICH, we never felt like we were, we were just trying to hang on......
Puts it all in context to how our
Loving God can use
all to the greater for His Kingdom!
Be well, keep it honest, God can handle your honesty, He knows it anyway.....
Blessings, Prayers, and healing, in Jesus name we ask.....AMEN!