What/who is God?
I don't know.
I have often tried to intellectualize Him
Here is what I came up......
I will start with a question, defined ( in my mind ).
What "source" is needed for all other things to become real?
Energy.
Many theories of a big bang, or other energy based events started this whole solar system.
So, energy it is firstly.
Gee, my savage is energy, it delivers my big butt to work, which allows me to earn a paycheck, which allows me to buy a house, food, women
Golly, my lil' motorcycle provides a life/living for so many other folk, because it is the source of my ability to get to work and start this chain of events.
The savage is god then....
Whats that you say?
It needs gas in order to do that?
Oh....energy, yes
Gee, then I guess that removes my bike from the list of possible gods, eh, and shifts it to the BIG oil companies ( getting closer huh
)
So..... the question is becoming clearer, even tho the answer is not.....
Who is energy?
The very first source of it?
Is God perpetual motion then?
Would the first source be able to design according to its understand or whims?
Is not all things in our solar system not held together by the control of energy?
Goodness.....my head hurts
It is WAAAAAAY easier for me to believe in a God that desires me, as small and as meek as a nano spec of energy mass of no consequence, because that is HIS design.....
Than to try and intellectualize it all.
I am at peace with that understanding.
What better way to live than being at peace with oneself?