justin_o_guy2
Serious Thumper
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What happened?
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East Texas, 1/2 dallas/la.
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Had I not had an experience that simply doesnt allow me the luxury of deciding whether or not there was a Jesus, I wonder what I would believe. It sure isnt from teaching by authority figures or from exposure to Christians showing me how their lives just work out better or theyre happier or healthier,, best I can tell, the worlds most evil people live the best lives, "best" being measured in purely Worldly ways, more $$, more stuff, health, heck, look at David Rockefeller, George Soros, Ted Turner, Bill Gates, IMO, each is as evil as can be, & thyere just Doin FINE,, & I see people who really live their lives in as Biblically correct a way as they can & they have HELL.. Kids with problems, health issues, $$ troubles, they dont get off light, so, How it all "works" leaves me astounded,, BUT,, I KNow what happened, & there is NO way I can know what happened that day & NOT believe Jesus walked on Earth.
It affected my life in a huge way, not in a good way, but, it gave me one thing, it gave me more than faith, it gave me certainty. & THAT scares me, because I dont live right, I know it, & knowing what I know, how can I live a life of rebellion? Im probably in a lot of trouble,, I just hope not,
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